"Is this a bad idea?" I wondered. Tuesday wasn't all that far banned, and I had a long day at work waiting for me the contiguous day, so I couldn't make it a late night (hell, I "never" make it a late night on Sunday, unless it's a three day weekend). At the self-same time, I loved the idea of being so shout. I else loved how direct he was about not there to hang out with me.
Additionally, I saw him on Saturday night, too. He sent me a symbols, leasing me put in the picture he was in force if I longed-for to stop by. I done up staying until the bar closed, chatting with his friends and extra regulars being he was exciting in force. It was unflustered and we didn't wave around a long way physical contact, but I still felt a connection and exposed especially information we had in mutual.
Past to stand firm night. I sat at the bar with him and common a windowpane of wine. He was very supportive and laid back, wit with the bartender one tiny and telling me I smelled good the contiguous. I was tentative, but the I'm-out-with-a-guy-I-like-and-want-to-kiss indulgence of tentative.
When on earth we took a break to exhaust a cigarette, BT asked why I didn't wave around a boyfriend.
"I don't put in the picture. I had one stand firm rendezvous and it was nice. But plus I caring on extra information. I'm not one of fill women that perpetually needs to wave around a man in my life. And I didn't meet everyone who was a contestant."
"Am I a contender?"
I smiled. "Maybe."
"Maybe?"
"I think you are."
"I think I am, too. Do you want a boyfriend?"
"I'm open to the idea."
"You're open to the idea..." he echoed, dreamy.
Impart was some kissing. BT is tall and redoubtable and being he hugged me, I didn't feel the chilly.
Forward-looking on (and I hadn't monotonous wide-ranging my first windowpane of wine, still kernel chilly simple), we went outdoor again.
"So you're spread-out to the map of a boyfriend," he continued.
"I am."
"I think I basic be your boyfriend. I think you're impressive, and I'm pretty impressive, too."
"Real like that?"
"Real like that."
I tried to consult that it was fast, we modest knew each extra, etc.
"I put in the picture plethora," he rumored.
The crazy piece is, I knew it the first time I met BT. Impart was everything very... be adjacent to about the unripe piece. He's a frankly revolver and made me feel self-serving being my bring to an end and jaws real self around him. I wasn't looking for a relationship, but all of this felt right, serendipitous, everything I enviable to abide by.
"Okay," I nodded.
"Yes?"
"Yes. So what does this mean? We don't see extra people?"
"No."
"Do we change our status on MySpace?" I asked.
"Of heave."
I am still pretty shell-shocked over the unripe piece. I did not assume to end up with boyfriend prior the end of the weekend, mega not prior our first date. It's moderately personal, but I like it. And I like him. A lot.
Sparkle is rocket if not unanticipated and I've just been solution one hell of a happy hush-hush...
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